A cold Winter night...
A loneliness only a few
-(Very few)-
Can understand
Along with a great
[sadness...
One
[that sprouts
From inner
[pain
From outter
[pain
From a sense
[of numbness
Soaking
[my whole being
Enveloping it
[like gelid water
From a frozen lake
As
I
Sink
...
---To the bottom---
In the crowd
I can hide
Blend in
Look "normal"
There I can be
Just another nobody
That's only a mask, however
I keep it close by
So I can use it
When I need to be invisible
In this masquerade
That is our world
We went for a walk on that cloudy day
Filling each other with joy and laughter
That was the way it had always been
I finally found the connection I was after
And all my reservations melted away
If only I knew what was to come thereafter
Or how I’d be haunted by your grin
My heart sure was easy for you to shatter
Trying to make sense of our demise
Only led me to despise you even more
I am done trying to pick up the pieces
I’d rather smash them into the wall
And stand there completely speechless
As I watch the blood fall from my hands
Maybe then my only weakness will be
Having the emotional capacity of a machine
You stopped retur
We only get to live once
One chance to create a better world
With the hope in our hearts
Along with the energy of our bodies
And the kindness of our souls
We gain the knowledge and experience
To make our transient existence
Into something wonderful
No matter the circumstances of our birth
We must use the gift we're given
The gift of life
To give others a chance
To smile, to be happy
So in the end we can look back
And face death
Knowing that our life was worth living
Lick your lips and taste the blood
It always was your favorite drug
Old habits are impossible to break
And will follow you to the grave
I see your body slinking in the dark
Ready to jump out of the woodwork
Wipe that smirk off your twisted face
And make your final move already
I don’t like to be kept waiting
Bullets are flying through the air
Leaving nothing but blood in their wake
One more shot, one more body on the floor
Everyone’s life is yours to take
I can see the predator in your eyes
As the body count continues to rise
I’m ready to silence your battle cries
You may be as slick as a deadly snake
But don’t be f
Some say that failure
Only brings frustration
And they're not wrong
But it also brings
Experience
To help you do a little better
Every time you try
Until you succeed
I lie in bed with dark thoughts assaulting my mind
Waiting on the day when my brain stops hitting rewind
Cause life isn’t supposed to revolve around mistakes
At least that’s what they tell you to cure all of your aches
Ain’t it funny how real life is fueled by white lies
That reveal themselves to you once your innocence dies
The outside world becomes more like hell with each passing day
Everyone is an assassin, ready to kill anyone who is competition
You’ll only find peace when you sleep and let your mind drift away
Cause heaven is a fantasy land that’s too elusive to understand
Deception is like an old friend
You’re nothing but a shooting star
Searching for a new destination
Don’t let yourself go too far
Or you’ll fade into oblivion
Comfort is an orbiting satellite
That dances in your gravitational pull
Pain is the vast emptiness of space
Confining you to a universe of isolation
It’s better to burn out than fade away
But it looks like you’ve done both already
Hiding behind a constellation of lies
Will lead to your inevitable demise
The master of disguise has been exposed
As a miserable and untalented fraud
Who thought they wielded remarkable power
Well, heed this warning and duck for cover
I’ve got a supernov
Thank you for the invite. ^_^ I've submitted ten of my most recent poems into the poetry folder. Rest assured after this I'll only put in 3 a day or 5 a week at max.